why do you always make me feel angry and want to hate you?
now I feel really hard to want to forgive you already, you always make me upset with you. but why?
I know I've made a lot of one on you. I'm very sorry.
I know you're bored and crap with my temperament is not it?
and I know also that you are actually not willing to treat me this red tape. I do not complain if you do not like myself or my behavior is. I understand your feelings. I apologize again from you.